Well, she is at the surgeon's. I dropped her off at 8:30 this morning and I stayed with her until just after nine. I was very happy that the doctor had me stay with her while they gave her her first tranquilizer. It was really weird watching her get a little loopy, but it made it much easier to watch her go, this way she wasn't looking like I was abandoning her and clawing at the floor crying. I was the only one crying and she had no idea what was going on.
So after I cried my way out of the vet's office I was off to school, although I don't know how much good I will be in class but at least it will keep me occupied. I was very surprised at how I was reacting to leaving her there, I was almost numb (after the crying was over) :( Everyone keeps telling me that the hardest part will be when she comes home, but so far this is definitely the hardest part.
I just can't wait for her to be home and safe, actually I will feel better when the vet calls this afternoon after the surgery and tells me that everything went fine. I'll write more when she gets home and settled, and I will post some pictures!
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The new start, "wish her luck" and I/We do. I will keep you and her in mind during your experience/venture and give you the word of hope. With time, love and care this will end up well. Your Friends in X8
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